Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Thu Jun 2 23:31:31 2005.
** I did this test over boredom today. Man, how scary the result was. It was almost all accurate.. well at least it describes my current situation. **
Here are the result and my analysis
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Your Existing Situation
Feels obstructed in her desires and prevented from obtaining the things she regards as essential.
** Yes that's right. My environment and situation at this point hinders many of my dreams and goals. Maybe things just haven't gone my way or maybe I need to do something about it. But I definitely feel that I haven't been able to explore and use my full potentials in so many things. **
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Your Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, she pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting her nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels she can only be at peace when she has finally reached her goal.
** True. My bestfriend recently gave me a testimony on friendster. She said that I am strongheaded and it is as if i really know what i really want. I suppossed it is true. When I set my heart and goal on something, I will work as hard as possible to achieve my goal. Sometimes I become too mesmerized into achieving it that I end up getting stressed, tired and exhaused... and after that I'll wonder... is it really the right thing to do? Do I really want this if it delivers me this much stress?But after everything is done, I'll feel so grateful that I'm glad I did it, because it taught me a lot of things... **
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Your Restrained Characteristics
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Exacting in her emotional demands, especially during moments of intimacy leaving her frustrated in her desire for a perfect union.
** True, actually to think about it, I don't really have any small goals.. I have the big picture of what I want in the future but not my goal for next week. I am a strong believer in doing things that comes my way as best as I can and leave the rest to God. That way, even if they don't go my way, I will be glad that I've tried my hardest. Maybe it's my natural way to cope with failure and rejection but that is what works for me.. I don't like putting unncessary pressure on myself. Although I have to be careful that it might leave me into a person with no purpose to look up to.
** Frustated in her desire for perfect union? My idea of a perfect union is one that involves a soulmate and marriage. Fairy tale? Not so, I don't think. I just want to be accepted as who I am and thus enable me to be myself. Of course it is frustating because there are so many people in this world and impossible to have everyone match your personality and everything in you. It is just a time and fate factor, sometimes I think... But then again there is a debate that soulmate is a choice and God gives you several choices. One might be better than the other... This is the scary part. I just want to find that guy without having to choose... I just want God to magically make me in love with a guy who is destined to be with me... and for those who are not, I want to be immune to falling in love with them to prevent future heartaches.. but it is almost impossible therefore, I will just enjoy being in love and being heart broken while I am not yet married. It is just a part of life, I guess. **
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Your Desired Objective
Seeks luxury, sensuous comfort, and the indulgence of a taste for the voluptuous.
** Mmm mmm spa, creambath, massage, shopping sprees, make up, perfume, travel, a nice comfy house, comfy clothings and even comfy door mat.. need I say more? I like to indulge my senses in things that make me feel good. Even a fluffy mat in my bedroom gives a big difference. It makes me feel relaxed, indulged and rich... hahaha... It only costs 10 bucks but it's the feel not the price... I decorated my room with red table cloth that I bought for $3/ meter.. It lights up my room.. I chose bright colored bedsheets to live up my room and all of them are cheap stuff but the visual power of a nicely decorated room gives me the sense of luxury... and looking at my aromatherapy jar on top of my table makes me feel so in touch with nature. (weird but true)
And yes yes I like guys taller than me and preferably with a little meat on him. They make me feel smaller. It might have something to do with my own body shape which is quite abnormal for Asians. I blame it on my big bones.. May I? I can wear a Small in Australia for tops and Medium for pants. In Indonesia... it's mostly Large.. Oh goody, as if Asians don't have hips... cos most of the dresses are straight cut that it leaves a full hipped girl like me frustated. I am a size 10 in Australia (8 in the USA) which is considered normal because most girls there want to be either an 8 or a 10.. But in Indonesia... i feel extra large! That's why I like Australia... U can be very skinny or u can be very fat.. you are just you and you can find clothes.. they have so many tailored clothings over there. Skinny girls often have to go to a child section but I wouldn't complain because they often have unique and fashionable clothes at a cheaper price!! Large girls can go to stores for larger women.. isn't it wonderful? Hips are recognized and bones are welcomed... I feel normal
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Your Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants increases her need for security and freedom from conflict. Is therefore seeking stability and an environment in which she can relax.
** True... I need my space.. I need to chill out every once in a while and I need to stay quiet with myself and do nothing... just be alone and well do nothing and think... I am the type who will go out until dawn if my friends have events that they hold but I can't constantly be surrounded with many people without a break from the world. But I also don't like being alone all the time because I need to talk and socialize... Balance, I think is important. Work hard, Play hard, Rest Hard and Pray Hard... the last bit is often done not hard enough when I am so exhausted... I gotta change...
I don't like conflicts... When I am in one or overheard someone having a fight, I feel like running away from everything. Although I must agree that if conflicts are resolved, it can be beneficial.. But I still don't like it. I want everything to be peaceful and go the right way.. Not possible while I still live in this world.. I gotta deal with it... and yes to stability and security pleaseeeee... isn't that what everyone in this world wants? Durrr
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