Vivi is a talkative, bubbly, loud and happy girl. She often acts childish but Vivi likes thinking and pondering. It comes naturally to her. If you know her long and well enough, you can sometimes find her quiet for a few moment sometimes.
That is when she has her precious thinking time. Vivi can’t stop thinking. She ponders and questions stuff when she is in the shower and even when she drives, which can often be a bit dangerous when she is lost in her thoughts.
She is addicted to thinking. Sometimes she does nothing and just thinks. She likes sitting somewhere and not say a single word.
The funny thing is, when she is quiet, she also likes shutting up and not think but just to look at her surroundings and taking every essence of the world’s activities.
That is quite strange for a person that is often referred to as talkative, lively and hyperactive by a lot of people. Her sisters are immune to her nags and loudness.
But they are also used to the quiet side of Vivi the thinker.
"She thinks a lot and her mind is quite fascinating and she thinks too much," people often say that about Vivi after Vivi pours her heart out to them.
"If I only look at you when you are being you out there, I would never have guessed that you think like this and can write like this," some people honestly tell Vivi that they are surprised.
But Vivi is quite happy to see them surprised.
"That's why they say that you should never judge a book by its cover and that you should never judge others," Vivi would often reply with a grin on her face.
Vivi admits that she is annoyed when people think the wrong way about who she is.
"I am not a Sanguine. I took a couple of different tests and I am always a Melancholic," she would reply in annoyance when people tell her that she is not a Melancholic. "You must read my blog to understand me and see how melancholic I am," Vivi will add.
Ah yes....
Human thoughts are mesmerizing yet they can be scarily hazardous.
Too much of something is bad for you, so they say.
Here are the results of Vivi's latest thinking moments.
“I want to change so much so that when He says “wait”, I don’t ask “how long.”
“When God is the center of everything that I do, see or perceive, nothing is nothing.”
“I don’t want the so-called romance. I want a relationship. Soul to soul, heart to heart, mind to mind, to be one for the One.”
“In my next relationship, I want to learn about life, God and basically everything together. Therefore, I will gain a lot instead of losing so much, if the relationship fails.”
“I want someone who can help me become a better person, not someone who wants to change me into a better person.”
“I need a partner, not a mere lover.”
“Nothing is too difficult if I stop focusing at the impossible.”
“Love is a lifetime lesson that each human has to learn about.”
“It’s true when they say that it takes a lifetime to learn about someone, because people are naturally complex and they will continuously change and will forever continue to change each day.”
“I want to love someone for the person’s heart. I don’t want to love someone for the human the person is otherwise I will stop loving the person.”
“I must accept imperfections and accept people as who they are because I am not perfect after all.”
“I don’t want a superb model-like handsome, good-looking sexy boyfriend. Even the plain looking guys can cheat, let alone the very attractive guy who will be surrounded by fans.”
“I want someone who is attractive in my own eyes, not by human classification.”
“I look happy from the outside and I am actually a happy person because I don’t see the point of being unhappy about the little things that make me unhappy. There are so many things to be happy about.”
“I want to be easily excited like a child. To be easily happy over a piece of cake or a block of chocolate, that makes life a happier journey and not so expensive to maintain.”
“I am considered rich when I compare myself to many people.”
“I am also a nothing when I compare myself to many people.”
“This is who I am, take it or leave it, you don’t have to change me to like me.”
“I believe in self-expression and accepting people as who they are.”
“I need to totally procrastinate procrastination so that I no longer procrastinate.”
So, what do you think about Vivi now?
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