Why is that?!

Sometimes I wonder… if I didn’t do the things I did yesterday which consequences I regret so much today….. Will those unwanted events still happen anyway?

Why does a flick of a finger or even little words and actions that didn’t seem to matter, seem to have the capability to change your wishes, hopes and dreams in an instant?

Why am I so careless and unthinking sometimes?

Why can’t I be flawless without thinking that I am invincible?

Why am I so clumsy and dumb?

Why am I so humanly capable of doing stupid things?

Why do I seem to have a great skill in participating in the creation of disasters?

Why do the people I trust the most don’t even bloody trust me and lie to me?

Why are the people I put my hopes on the most turn up to be the ones who let me down in the deepest dump?

Why do I happen to trust people who are not worth my trust?

Why is that the ones who seem innocent are the most poisonous ones?

Why can't people just be straight to the point and get real?

Why do people have the tendency to use others?

Have you ever thought the same thoughts that I am having right now?

Have you ever wondered and thought but never seemed to be able to find the right and satisfying answer? Answers that can satisfy your curiosity put down your anger and cheer up your sad soul

Well I haven’t found the answer I’m not in heaven yet and this world is an imperfect little black hole.

I guess that I will find the answer for all those unanswered questions that leave me pondering in sleepless nights when I get the chance to meet the divine One who knows everything.

Until then, I’ll just live life the way it goes and deal with all those annoying things I hate the most.