I would therefore I will

You know,

I would if I could. I could have if I wanted to. Although this time, memories are provocatively bleak and pain is just a few seconds away. My heart would rather claim amnesia but my logic loops through undignified reality.

Sorrow and happiness mingle inside a crowded space. The future shouts, “let’s go” but the past whines, “come back.”

When two worlds collide, no summary will ever be concluded and an unfinished story will never have an ending.

So I guess that I should cry out help to the present. It will, I pray, give me a spark of hope.